The title of this blog used to be "thesuicidekid". I picked the title at a time when that was exactly how I felt. A suicidal kid. Now don't get me wrong. I am fully against suicide. I would never bring myself to that, and I don't see it as an answer. Ultimately I just felt trapped in a depression. And I felt like a kid because I was short sighted. I could never see past my problems. I'm wanting to get away from those feelings of helplessness. A simple blog title could change my mood as I began typing an entry. And now no more will I be thinking of typing for thesuicidekid's blog. I've got to be more optimistic. I've got to be looking up. I've got so much going for me right now.
Today I applied to a couple schools for the winter semester. CalPoly Pomona and UCLA. Engineering majors. Let's hope I get in. That would be really exciting.
It was my 22nd birthday yesterday. My golden birthday, too. Time to quit being a kid.
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