Falling hard

I'm smitten. I've fallen hard. I admit it. And I know how my last relationship turned out. Belive me, I know. But go ahead and tell me anyways. Remind me, sure. I'm not going to let that slow me down though. I'd rather be moved on quickly! Why slow down? And for the record, I am. I'm totally dome with thoughts of that ex. It's someone I rather not think about. I only see an ugly human being when I think of her. I don't know how I was attracted to her anymore. The inside matters so much, it's true.

And I don't want to jinx anything but everything I have right now is so real, and it feels so right. I'm not exaggerating. Funny thing is that I didn't see it coming. Shit happens, and try to be happy for others.